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Moving Forward v. 2 by backasswardsK, literature

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature
  • July 1
  • United States
  • Deviant for 14 years
  • She / Her
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My Bio


Life is really complicated, and I've had to spend the majority of it in one hospital or another, due to serious health issues. I write poetry and song lyrics as a way to vent.

Introverted, introspective, prone to daydreaming, sometimes cynical and sometimes not (I can't explain the contradiction), sarcastic, and I spend too much time alone with my head in a book.

Strange video, but I love the concept, and the song itself.


Shamelessly obsessed with the music of Michael Rosenberg (aka Passenger) and Elliott Smith.

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Sorry for the embedding, but I couldn't resist, once I figured out how to do so.

Stress 2 by Foxxie-Chan I am allergic to bull by Sheila-M-Carlo:thumb50760641: Stress 3 by Foxxie-Chan .: Read the comments :. Stamp by Beti-Kot Day Dreamer Stamp by Sora05




Favourite Visual Artist
brandon boyd
Favourite Movies
The Outsiders, True Romance, Inception, Quest For the Eternal Harp of Golden Dreams
Favourite TV Shows
Bates Motel, CSI: Las Vegas, Criminal Minds, NCIS, Firefly, X-Files, The Big Bang Theory, That 70s Show, Supernatural, Doctor Who, and many more
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Incubus, Elliott Smith, Conor Oberst, Michael Rosenberg, Steam Powered Giraffe, Amanda Palmer, John Frusciante, Dream Theater, and many others
Favourite Books
The Graveyard Book, My Sister's Keeper, The Girl Who Loved Tom Gordon, Black Cross, I Know This Much is True, Beach Music, From the Corner of His Eye, World War Z, many others
Favourite Writers
Stephen King, JD Robb, Karin Slaughter, Iris Johansen, Greg Iles, Dean Koontz, Neil Gaiman Max Brooks, many others
Favourite Games
legend of zelda, borderlands, bioshock, guild wars, final fantasy, resident evil, kingdom hearts, dragon quest series
Favourite Gaming Platform
Wii
Tools of the Trade
words
Other Interests
Music, Reading, Movies, medical oddities, comics, interesting conversation
Health issues are flaring up again, and I'm completely stressed out. I hope to get back to writing and posting asap.
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Fell down the stairs, then hit my head hard on something that the wound required Staples. Tried to OD on Vodka and Valium.  Passed out and, again, hit my head hard enough there's obvious damage on the wall. Dad had to bust the door open. Next thing I knew, I was in an ambulance. My bladder also became paralyzed. Had to spend some time in a psychiatric ward. Feeling a little better. Did make a friend. We voice chat and Yap about video games.
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Update 2.

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I spent two weeks in the hospital. I got an infection around where my feeding tube was placed. They had to replace my IV nearly every damn day...one day two infiltrated, and the other one started leaking. I was on dilaudid and oxycotin due to my low threshhold of pain and high drug tolerance. luckily, i stopped taking them now - on a muscle relant, and thats pretty much it. I only have two sessions of PT left, and will still being using a cane forawhile due to the weight loss and how weak i'd become because of it. I'm making progress, but it's really damn slow. My tube feeding lasts 18 hours every day. Not in a good state of mind right now
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Thank you for the faves and watching! :) I promise to check your gallery out as well when I have a little more time.
Thank you for the fave! Means a lot!
You're welcome.. :)
You are an amazing person! Don't forget that!
I appreciate the thought, I really do. But, you don't know me, so I'm not sure how you can be so positive of that.
Sorry, I just wanted to spread some kindness
No, it's perfectly alright. I shouldn't have been rude.

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