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Is there any spark left for us to kindle?
I don’t want the lovely light to dwindle.
I desperately need to fill the hollowing.
I've grown bemused about the taste of what
I strived to keep magnanimously swallowing.
I don’t want to expire terrified and alone.
I don't want to believe my chance is blown.
But he’s become remote, he's withdrawn,
and I’m expected to struggle on.
Without his gentle hand to hold,
warm arms to comfortably enfold,
to shield me from the pain of cold.
I say. with my fingers crossed behind my back:
I’ll go about it on my own, like I always have,
by hoisting myself up from another collapse!
What I want most is what terrifies him.
I've just been screaming into the wind.
I confess my aching fingers deny,
as does a scared and timid tongue.
My heart always yearns otherwise.
So, which one is bleeding wrong?
Reason warns it'd be safer to drop it,
Yet love refuses to disconnect from it.
A little bit is surely better than nothing.
It insists that there must be something.
Here I tremble on this indecisive precipice.
Is there even a rhyme or a single purpose?
Is it that my loneliness is the sole excuse?
I'm tired of running headlong into the wall,
that these good intentions serve futile use.
I hate feeling this lost and confused!
To hell with this!
I don't need anyone.
I'll regurgitate the ire,
then swallow my tongue.
I don’t want the lovely light to dwindle.
I desperately need to fill the hollowing.
I've grown bemused about the taste of what
I strived to keep magnanimously swallowing.
I don’t want to expire terrified and alone.
I don't want to believe my chance is blown.
But he’s become remote, he's withdrawn,
and I’m expected to struggle on.
Without his gentle hand to hold,
warm arms to comfortably enfold,
to shield me from the pain of cold.
I say. with my fingers crossed behind my back:
I’ll go about it on my own, like I always have,
by hoisting myself up from another collapse!
What I want most is what terrifies him.
I've just been screaming into the wind.
I confess my aching fingers deny,
as does a scared and timid tongue.
My heart always yearns otherwise.
So, which one is bleeding wrong?
Reason warns it'd be safer to drop it,
Yet love refuses to disconnect from it.
A little bit is surely better than nothing.
It insists that there must be something.
Here I tremble on this indecisive precipice.
Is there even a rhyme or a single purpose?
Is it that my loneliness is the sole excuse?
I'm tired of running headlong into the wall,
that these good intentions serve futile use.
I hate feeling this lost and confused!
To hell with this!
I don't need anyone.
I'll regurgitate the ire,
then swallow my tongue.
Literature
differently (v. 2)
i.
if I had known I would die tonight,
I think I would've kissed her.
I think I would've told her to stay with me under
the umbrella for just a moment longer
instead of letting her walk into her home
with a flash of a smile back to me
and a "get home safe."
I think I would've pressed that button on the handle
letting the umbrella collapse above us,
fall to the pavement,
let the torrential rain soak us,
and I know I would've kissed her
before she had the chance
to say something.
I know I would've let the rain just pour down on us while
we kissed there,
until she pulled away and laughed –
god, I loved her laugh –
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Literature
Straight Ahead
In keeping with the adage that says,
life is a road,
being in love is a little like watching someone walk away
and naively,
innately,
trusting that they will return.
Being loved,
and loving someone back,
is doing the hard thing
and never,
ever,
turning around.
Because being in love
means,
shouldering the burden of knowing
that the road ahead
is so very dangerous,
and not being cruel enough,
to let the other know.
Literature
Nocte
Hiding from the beast,
From tree to tree,
Running in the dark,
I tell myself such things,
Slow- so it won't find you,
Breath.
These fires have scorched far and wide,
Leaving the scent of my former cinders to linger in my head,
Like some bad bender,
Warped memories encircling grey,
The ground is made of shattered glass,
Broken dreams.
No lilies remain,
To any kingdom I run,
In mirrors of liquid glass,
Surrealist battles are won,
And like fear,
The spider crawled from my mouth.
They are sedating everything,
Brush pixilated,
Focus changing,
Leaving me to run in the dark,
Caught in the eye of the storm,
Hiding in the calm.
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